The road to sobriety is hard, and I don’t intend to sugar coat any part of it for you. In this book I will be able to take it back to the beginning. My life was that of a hardcore weekend binge drinker, one blackout night after another. I welcome you into my rock bottom moments, my losing all regulate, and my putting my life back together, piece by piece. Sober as F*** is a personal memoir of my first two years of sobriety, but it is not only about becoming sober from alcohol. I used to be forced to face and accept many sobering realities about myself along the way when I put down the bottle. Everything in my life had to be broken down to nothing in order to rebuild it from the ground up. I would have to acknowledge my unhealthy relationships with men, come to terms with depression and anxiety, and to realize that I had been drowning all of my issues and emotions away, one swig of vodka at a time. In the beginning of my sobriety, I looked for beef up in many places. The entire books and stories I found never fit what mine appeared like. So this one is for all of the people out there with stories like mine, in search of reassurance that there can be a light at the end of the tunnel. I used to be so desperate to find that kind of reassurance all over my journey, so I hope my story can be that for you. To the millennial weekend binger, to the young woman so desperate to feel love, to the one losing all hope that things can get well … This one is for you.